Man.... i did something stupid again today.... i spoiled the mood of a perfectly good outing..... what the hell is wrong with me? i don't know.... i guess i was juz fed up with chantel's constant saying that she wants to quit.... i also don really accept her reason that she feels that she is useless in the group and that it doesn't matter if they are there or not.... i know how they feel, cause i've felt that way before..... those people who are close to me should know that...... and i should have thought bout that before i got pissed off.... stupid me......

Well, after listening to jasmine, and after some soul searching, i realised that i was completely wrong in behaving and thinking the way i did.... akil tried to drill some sense into me too, but it was all too late.... i really regret my actions now.... but i guess its no use crying over spilt milk..... well, i think i'm gonna apologise to her tmr.... i can only hope that she'll accept my apology..... sigh.....

Chantel bought gifts for the gang from genting.... she bought me and boss that stuff that can be hung on our handphones.... can't remember what its called..... she wrote ultraman for my name.... what siah.... for jasmine, it was a necklace i think with the wordings senior gina.... haha..... can't remember for the rest though....

Met up with jaisie with cj, jasmine chen and kelvin.... but that bastard kelvin was late.... he was the one who was actually meeting her with cj.... me and jas were juz tagging along.... haha... and yet he can be late..... the girl is leaving at 5 and he arrives at 4.50..... he think he's very big is it? asshole.... haha.... yea, jaisie is a pretty nice girl from what i see.... very outgoing and friendly..... that kelvin better not bully her or else..... haha....

yah, i promised to meet hafiz tmr night for the so called business briefing.... still wondering if i'm doing the right thing.... well, i have nothing to lose right? might as well go and see what its all bout.... i'm going to stop here now.... PeACe!


Riz lost himself at 6/09/2004 01:52:00 am

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